February 24, 2004
I know that I said that I'd tell you all about ETHAN, but I'm still not ready to talk about what happened - not even with you. All I want to do is hide in my bedroom and never come out.
I slept all day Sunday, but I was still so tired yesterday that I could barely stay awake during breakfast. Buffy told me that I couldn't go to school like that, and sent me back upstairs. I don't know what's wrong with me. All I wanted to do was sleep.
Buffy let me stay home today, too, but now I'm feeling kind of bad about it. I went downstairs for a soda this afternoon, and heard Buffy and Giles having this really intense discussion about me.
Giles said that letting me stay in the house wasn't the right thing to do. Buffy said that he didn't know what it was like to trust somebody completely and then have that person betray you. Giles told her that she was projecting her feelings about Angel onto me, and I could barely hear Buffy saying something about not talking about Angel. I decided I wasn't that thirsty after all.
So, not only did Ethan I'm-the-Biggest-Fattest-Liar-in-the-Universe Rayne ruin Xander's chance with Carrie with that stupid jacket, now he's screwing up Buffy and Giles' love lives. They just barely started dating, and now instead of making with the smoochies they're worried about me. LIFE SUCKS!!!
Buffy's here. More later.