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March 16, 2004

Dear Diary,

MARK KISSED ME AGAIN!! And this time it wasn't me initiating it either!!

We had lunch together the last two days. It was sort of uncomfortable yesterday, but was much better today. (Except for Brian Tully staring at us. He looked furious and all stalkery. How weird was that?) He was waiting for me after my last class and asked me if I wanted to go to the library to study with him. I told him that I couldn't because Giles was coming to pick me up, so he offered to carry my books to the parking lot.

When we got there, he told me he was sorry for over-reacting about that newspaper article. I told him that I understood, and he said that no, he really was sorry. He trusted me at the Slug Fest that I had some reason for messing up the slug races, and he should have trusted me later too. He was just SO SWEET the way he said it!!! Then he leaned forward and gave me a quick kiss! He looked scared, so I smiled at him, and he smiled back... and then Giles called my name.

I wonder if we would have REALLY kissed if Giles hadn't gotten there? I can't wait until our study session after school tomorrow!

More later.

 

March 17, 2004

Dear Diary,

No after school smoochies. Mark's grounded for getting a D on his history test. I'm good at history; maybe I can tutor him while he helps me with my science? When he gets off his grounding next week...

He wanted to talk to me over my computer tonight, but I lied and said that I wasn't set up for that. It's just that that was always my thing with Rand Ethan, and I'm not ready to get into that again. I know, I know. It doesn't make any sense. Mark isn't Ethan. It isn't technology's fault that Ethan used it to lie to me. I'm just... not ready.

More later.